gloomy tuesday

dunno what got into me but i've been feeling lonely and homesick these days... i just feel so empty and i miss the familiarity of home, the people i love - my family and friends, the language and the food, even the movies and shows on the telly, just the every day hustle and bustle!

i do not really have a real close friend here. yeh, i'm friends with my former classmates in sydney and my workmates (all of them are thai and once they start talking so loud in conversations where i can only recognise a word or two...ugh! they irritate me!) and i do not know any filo here. oh yeah, one person but she's not my age.

*sigh* i probably just got bored and 'fed up' with the same things happening to me... sure, shopping is cheap, i'll be flying to phuket next week and thai food is among my favourites...but, at the end of it all, it's just me and myself again.

i might just push through with my visit at the end of the year...or else... *sigh* again!